Long days

I had a CT scan on tuesday because of the whole UTI/ bladder infection thing. That was not fun. I had to drink Barium and then they injected a contrast dye. Life just sucks. I won't really know anything until my doctor gets back from vacation so life is up in the air.
Wednesday wasn't to terribly bad. I had choir and then I went to Chelle's (oh, and I'm officially moving in on Saturday). 2 officers showed up looking for Rusty from the sex offenders office. Well she did the best thing ever and didn't try to hide him. It really screwed the kids up and I want to be there for everyone I'm just not really sure as to where I fit in.
Yesterday was the day from hell. Jacob had a fever of like 102.4 so he didn't go to school. So I got to leave without him. Then on the way to work I had an accident in which I rear ended someone who rear ended someone. Was not good at all. The good news was no major damage to anyone or their cars but I did get taken to the emergency room because my chest and shoulder hurt from the seatbelt.
Anyway after that was all said and done Mom picked me up and we went back to work. Then after work we picked up my car and I tried to make my appointment with Sue but showed up at 7:30. She had already gone on to another meeting and then the handbells saw me. Stevie asked me to play so I did. It was fun.
I went to Chelle's afterwards and she just was overworked. Her kids are in such pain and she's at wit's end. She doesn't know what's going on with Rusty, and it's driving her nuts. I wish there was some way to find out just to calm her nerves. Everyones nerves actually. I know it's not my fault that any of this happened but it really feels that way.
I stayed away from most people on Friday so it was a good day. I was actually in a good mood. Then I got to go home and pack. Yay, I'm out of there. When my mom was making dinner she went through some mail and found a letter from Kori. I was so excited I hadn't heard from her in a while. She's so lucky she has a great husband.
I actually moved out after work on Saturday. It was nice my mom actually helped me not that she wanted me to stay anyway. She even let me use her precious car to move stuff. It was so cute Jacob carried a box all the way out to the car by himself. My mother even surprised me and came over to help me move stuff in.

Ouch

OUCH!!!! Bladder infections suck... I blame all men... men are the route of all evil... hint the devil is male.... The Pastor is male.... Men suck...

This one isn't as bad as the last time but it still hurts pretty badly. I already called the doctor and oh what a nice dotor she's calling in a prescription for me. She rocks and I have an appointment with her on Monday.

So maybe my meds will get straightened out and they will find the route of this evil... although it's probably because of men.

LOVE YA'LL LOTS!!! Partae at Applebeees!!!

Fun! Fun?

Last night was definitely interesting... I went out with my best friend last night (cHELL) and some of her co-workers. We went to the local applebees, which was really fun. Chelle had 2 bahama mama's along with Lolly, Leita had a Miller, and the rest of us didn't drink, but we all were a little Loopy.
I do remember a lot more than I think I or OTHERS give me credit for. I remember talking about John and John and how one was a good ride but the other wasn't. Then there was the discussion of the things we could make the balloon animals do, which were made by Teddy "the homey" Clown.
Do people not realize that I care about everyone and that I never want to really see anybody hurting (except for Pastor Steve who can go to hell and burn for being a liar). I want Sue to stay but I know it's not very possible and as much as I want to leave there is that little part of me that wants to stay and be in my comfort zone forever.
I think one of the main reasons that I'm leaving is because of my family. None of them want me. The answering machine at my Mom's house goes something like this; "Hi you've reached Kevin, Jayne, Jacob and Justin...." They couldn't even put me on the answering machine so fuck them I'm not going to deal with their shit any more.
So to all my new "friends" Christy, Lolly, Laura and Leita ya'll rock and it's only 8 months and 6 days till I turn 21!!!!!!