Fun! Fun?

Last night was definitely interesting... I went out with my best friend last night (cHELL) and some of her co-workers. We went to the local applebees, which was really fun. Chelle had 2 bahama mama's along with Lolly, Leita had a Miller, and the rest of us didn't drink, but we all were a little Loopy.
I do remember a lot more than I think I or OTHERS give me credit for. I remember talking about John and John and how one was a good ride but the other wasn't. Then there was the discussion of the things we could make the balloon animals do, which were made by Teddy "the homey" Clown.
Do people not realize that I care about everyone and that I never want to really see anybody hurting (except for Pastor Steve who can go to hell and burn for being a liar). I want Sue to stay but I know it's not very possible and as much as I want to leave there is that little part of me that wants to stay and be in my comfort zone forever.
I think one of the main reasons that I'm leaving is because of my family. None of them want me. The answering machine at my Mom's house goes something like this; "Hi you've reached Kevin, Jayne, Jacob and Justin...." They couldn't even put me on the answering machine so fuck them I'm not going to deal with their shit any more.
So to all my new "friends" Christy, Lolly, Laura and Leita ya'll rock and it's only 8 months and 6 days till I turn 21!!!!!!